Done with two weeks of golf, it's been interesting, have not had the chance to really think to much about it and I know that is something that needs to happen. I have felt to some little degree that I am feeling it, the getting old thing, I get a little more tired of things these days then I can remember from before.... I know that the golf game will come, had 14 greens in regulation yesterday and still walked away with an 82... I three putted 7 times, and missed several 6 footers for a par saves... One good thing that has come from the last couple of weeks is the fact I can honestly say that I have belief in myself more now than ever. Yeah the younger guys are hitting the ball farther, (albeit not that much farther, and when I really connect I'm right there with them, almost..) but I know that my iron game is good and only going to get better with the dedication I am now in stand to give... Wishing for sponsors, at the same time in a sense unwilling to put myself out there for others to have a say in it.
Not to say Im not fully understood with that results normally have to come before real help shows itself, but one could argue the case for all the players who if given the support really needed, would the percentages be different in the case of the haves and have nots? Are all the real successful ones born with the pernverval silver spoon situation?
Matter not, one has to follow the dreams one has to the end of it all or is it not all for nothin if not?
Many questions this night, soon to be at it's end with the hopes for good visions in between places. . . Hoping here in Norway for all that is good. . .
