Getting there, being, coming, throwing, sending, lifting, wanting, shooting, supporting, rise, longing, playing, understanding, following through... on and on and on. I wonder sometimes if we will get any higher... In our humanity, our ability to see, the ability to feel the higher values of being human and wanting to achieve it together. In all honesty I don't know, I really don't think as a whole we will achieve the higher(ness) that I am rambling on about here. At least not now with the lack of truth and openness. Without understanding myself, I just have to go by my gut feeling.... and remembering how that might have been in another time and place... As a being, we have all felt it at some point, maybe in the womb, but I believe it is in us all... finding it might be the one thing we can do for ourselves and no one else. I know rambling on like this will most likely distance myself from some of my readers... they(you) might think that I have lost it... maybe I have just a little... And I like it. Thinking of all of it makes me almost sick, but it's what we have been delt as a race... ok? Deal with it. For your kids sake at least you better try...
