I do, really, have the urge to write sometimes, but now of late something seems to stop me and I can't seem to my finger on it... Was it something, someone, something, someplace?? Somehow I have been avoiding the task at hand, not really understanding why or when it might start again, but maybe it's really happening this time, for keeps if I'm lucky... Have some writing to do that's for sure, some cleaning house of sorts, putting things in some kind of order so that progress can be made... I don't know for sure, but the time is 0525 and I am sitting at the pc wondering about it all. Seems clear to me, at the same time it seems so far off, if you understand? Sometimes I guess people are themselves more concerned with the finished product, meaning in other words, looking past all the hard work it took or all the hard work it's going to take. Seeing only the end, the result, effects, whatever I guess... Babbling again...
