Choose, choose, choose.... or making decision based on the knowledge you have at your fingertips, the facts as you can feel them, or what? I have had the experience of having ot make a hard choice today, been waiting to see the heart specialist, have got a appointment and of course it does not get written down in all the calanders and we double book me, have to work a night shift tommorrow and am supposed to sleep so long as possible so I can be awake the whole night, but no no.. we have booked a counseling session at 1030 and my doctor's appt was at 900, which would take 90 min, so I have to make a choice, cancel all and sleep as long as possible, cancel one and get up earlly, or just cancel one and sleep until 1000.... Tough to choose. I know there are many who would say, of course you have to go the heart specialist, you've been waiting for over three months to get an appt, well, this being true, I really do feel like there is no choice for me, I can't do all these things in the same day and maybe this sounds even more weird, my relationship with my wife takes precedent over the heart problems right now, I don't know what the heart specialist is going to do or say but I had to make a choice - I had to choose - and the effect of the choice in the long run is what we have to wait and see about. Yada.. some people might be asking or wondering - why write about this? Well, it's my blog and like I've stated b4 this is one of my ways to self-help. I'm doing this for myself and my family first and foremost. I know some of my 'students' check out the blog from time to time and I have been told by many that these kinds of posts do actualy help others as well. That's great, getting two flies with one smack... helping myself and others. Cool if you ask me. Some might add, 'your really putting yourself out there for everyone to see, your sharing your private thoughts in a complete public forum...' ya da.. I have been doing that more or less for the last 20 years, so who really cares what I think anyway? Me, my wife, my kids, my students/players - that's about it I'd guess, and that's just the way it should be, right? Anyway, just a little slice of my thoughts ,-)
