Changes, changes, changes.... believe me when I say, it ain't no easy thang.. you gosta stand up for yoself and get busy livin life with out holding onto the hate that brings ya down to their level... keep it happin day in and day out, nevr let the nay-sayers say anything tho affect you man... just keep it rollin, you do the rollin, its all you that decides the name of the game, it's your game playa.. never forget where you came fram... remember that, never forget the hard times, they keep you real, keep you keep contacted with yourself, who you realy are, you can't run from it, believe me when I say this... face it, stand up and face it, don't be scared my bratha's just take it and own it, make it yours...today.

Night Shift... Freud and sleeplessness

I wonder what the good doctor whould say about people who like to work the night shift? I wonder what he has said about us b people.. Or maybe he didn't even know what b people were in his day and age? It would have been interesting to have some conversations with Freud, I'd like to pick his brain, but do it selfishly and just ask questions that I thought might help me da... Ya ya .. where is he going with this? I have no idea.. been awhile scince I slept... going to try and get an hour or so b4 night shift #2 ,-)

Nfl and why...

I admit, I enjoy watching grown men beating one another up, playing games or sports if you will and I shouldn't have to feel guilty about it. Or is the opposite true? Maybe I should do something else with my time too, which I do, but if I have the chance, oh so great it is to sit and watch a game. Of course watching your favorites is the most enjoyable but almost any nfl game that isn't a total blow out is fun to watch. I think it's just part of the human experience, playing and watching sports. I love watching my daughter play handball and basketball. Come to think of it I love watching the girl and the little guy do anything ,-) Team sports can be a great thing in young people's lives, and I think why does it have to stop there? As long as people don't get to be fanatical about it, or what? Why am I talking about this? Trying to make myself feel better about wasting my time watching it....? Yup, I think so too.... but that's the great thing about having my own reality, my own world, my own blog.... barf, hack, barf... Later sheepole..

Time just flies

I still can't get over how time just flies, now I know that's a real common thing to say, but I guess somedays you notice the difference more than others... Maybe it's just me, who really cares anyway... No golf to speak of here, I am looking forward to the Ryder Cup, but I'd be surprised if I get to see to much of it, and I can't believe I'm saying it, but I don't really mind. Funny that. Just coaching the hoops now is just so fun, it can be a joy really, when you see young people playing their hearts out just for the sake of the game, trying to better themselves not only physicaly, but for many it's the mental dicipline that is learned, maybe the most important characteristic to have going through life. Who knows? I sure enjoy it and I hope the kids enjoy it too. Leon is still breaking my heart each day, such a kind young boy he is, a real sewatheart, here's a pic of him at one of Amanda's handball games... Amanda is enjoying jr high and playing hoops and handball. I think its so great she plays sports. Nothing else? Nah, later folks.

Football then RoundBall

Just thinking about the nfl season is getting started, I can't lie and say I don't enjoy watching the football, but the games take so long to watch, almost 4 hours - Is it possible that I don't have the time? Is it possible that other things are more important, yes. But we are talking about football now... Not roundball.. then it's my job, at least that's what I tell my wife, I can get away with it, for a while at least. Funny, how we really have to make other choices, for the good da, but choices are they and choosing is always a good thing. Being able to choose, saying yes or no, I think that's a real good thing and I can't imagine anyone in their right mind saying that's not true.... Well, through history there has always been people who want to take the yes no choice away from the people. What kind of people are these? Powerful for one thing. Ya ya... babbling on after a night shift here.. Again.

Night Owls

Funny how working nights has an effect on people. I am a b person, enjoy being up late and I have no idea why. It's not the tv, not the pc, books maybe but it's kind of weird. Been working at the institution for about two years now, hmmp time flies and it's possible that time is actualy speeding up. Read somewhere, that a minute is no longer a minute, but something like 59,7 min, and in the course of a day, week month or years.. that adds up, one would think. Nah, I know that people don't really want hear it, or even think it's possible, but it is. I think I read it someplace on a NASA website or something.... Dosn't really matter huh? Things, life, goes on from one day or year to year without a blink of an eye. For me anyway, I don't feel 40 anyway. ,-) Without understanding or wanting to, the effects of being a night owl... bla bla.. natta...

Night Shift xtra vakt....

Putting in an extra night shift tonight, one of the other guys who works nights is sick, so that's means, if I can, I'll take an extra shift once in a blue moon. Working the night shift has been an ongoing experiment (sp) for me.. I have no problem staying awake, normally da, if I'm able to plan my sleeping, then it's no prob... I know, I know.. I've read all the stats about people who work nights live with a higher risk for different physical problems and in general live a shorter life. Well, I see the natural points here, the human body is made to get up with the sun and go to sleep when the sun goes down... or is it? There are so many things us humans are supposed to do, for good and bad and I really don't believe any of it. Everyone is so totally different, their own person, that all this is just a percentage thing... which part of the stats are I? I don't know, and those that really know me, as for all the truth in the universe, I really don't care. I take each and every person for whom they are, irregardless (sp) of their past mistakes or successes... I try and just live my life and take each person that I meet, including my closest... I try and take them as they are.. that moment in time, and try and just live and listen. Bla bla bla... I know, but sometimes I just can't help myself. Gottsta get ready for the 25 min drive through the woods to the j.o.b....Later folkens...

Barnehage

Kindergarten, he's there again today, it's his third week with it and I don't know what to do with the time alone. .-) Nah, but seriously, it's weird to not have him here at home during the day, I wonder what he thinks and feels about it. I know he says he likes it there, he even looks like he loves it there, he's always excited to go but I am still wondering/worrying. I guess that's what it's like to have kids huh?

Amanda went to the same one and it's the same group of people working there, so that gives me confidence and makes me relax a bit .-) He goes a 3 days a week and it's not all day, maybe 5-6 hours tops. Ya, ya... I have more than enough to keep myself busy da... work, bball work, house work - both inside and out, trying to maintain a level of fitness... no easy da.. but super fun! Gotta run.... take care everyone...

Sept Rain

Was there not a song about that...? Can't remember. Nothing more really happening here from a golf standpoint.. weould like to play, but the times I have tried tohit balls this summer the knee aches afterward for days and that's with the pain meds. Ya ya.. Hoops are rolling into the end of the second week of practice. I wish we had more practice time and I am hoping that somehow that can be resolved. Maybe we will the lottery into our hands.... Funny that.. Money decides all. Can't stand that, and it's not because I don't understand the need for a way of trading for goods and services.. But the whole cashless society think tanks scare the crap out of me.. What are they thinking and how in world would something like that ever work with all the crime that stems from the creation of illegal substances... If it grows in nature how can it be illegal? Guns and bombs on the other hand.....

Lets get away from those dark thoughts and talk about the kids and how wonderful they are! How our close family makes the world go round and how without each other there is really no reason to continue da.. Opps gotta run...